This year we are still testing for scary illnesses, and there is still a chance that my son won't make it to adulthood, but this year the regression hasn't been as bad and living this life of uncertainty for over a year you get used to it. You still cherish every day and try to enjoy everything as much as possible, but you are no longer living in the constant crying mode so scared of everything.
Welcome November! I am excited for the next two months. I want to cherish every part of the holiday season. I am in no way ready for what the next year will bring so I want to stay right here in the holiday season of 2012.
I don't believe in this saying, but I am going to say it tonight to start the next two months.